My first girlfriend

This post has been a draft for two years. Seems fitting that I never finished it and it's about heartbreak. There's no end to heartache, you just become more and more detached.

and my first break up with a woman.
I cry a lot. Despite feeling like I am tough as nails and also in an upbeat mood most of the time, I've realized that I cry a significant amount. Whether it's actual pain and heartache or just a small overwhelmed moment that ends with a sigh and a tear down my cheek. The last significant cry, I mean the kind of cry that when it ends you feel like an entire ocean just drained out of your eyes, the kind of cry that makes you feel that there is no more liquid in the world.